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I’m too tired. That’s all I can say. I’ve been and still am trying, to the very last of my might to make everybody happy but in the end, I end up being unhappy.

Everybody seems to be asking for too much from me. God knows how much I’m trying. The thing is, I don’t think they even notice it. To them, it doesn’t matter how, as long as what they want is fulfilled then only can they appreciate that I care for them.

I don’t want your appreciation. Really. All I want it for you to acknowledge that, yes I may not be able to do everything that you ask of me but it doesn’t mean I don’t care for you. I’m not Superman.

I just need some times for myself.
Seriously, I’m too tired because it seems like it’s only me who cares for everybody else.